I hate all of the things in the media about September 11 this year. I get it, it was ten years ago. Trust me, I haven't forgotten and neither have my uncles and cousins who are members of the NYPD and FDNY. We remember cousin Tommy, who didn't make it out. But all of this stuff, all of these pictures, the audio clips, the STUFF being shown and published again - it makes it feel like it's happening again. I hate it.